I don't know what to say about this week. Its a rojak feeling week. Happy + Sad + Heng + Suay + Shiong + Slack + Fun + Sian + Drowzy +++

Happy cause on monday i thought that my leg can recover liao so can start running.

Sad cause now i cannot run again. I need my endorphins badly.

Heng cause i after x-ray its no fracture again. Might need to do MRI soon.

Suay cause i badly sprained my sprained ankle again on monday after physio in camp before i even went back to company line!!! (Thanks kiri for fireman lift me to MO)

Shiong cause alot of things have to use hands to support, had to be wheelchaired around for the first few days. Also have to tahan the pain

Slack cause now i'm at home no need to book back into camp till like 2 weeks later and it will be another 3weeks of attend B.

Fun cause Joel drove us around.

Sian cause stuck at home was super sian like trapped in pressure cooker like that.

Drowzy cause doctor gave me 100 pills to eat and will cause drowzyness


Monday sprained my ankle again before i even reach my company line. Just book back in from physio then injuired at the cookhouse liao! Lols. After R.I.C.E. treatment still pain and totally cannot bear weight so referral to JMC on tuesday. Meanwhile thanks to my fellow OOC mates, they wheel me and help me back to my bunk and even tapao food for me. So i literally just lay on my bed the whole day till tuesday. Book out on tuesday for specalist appointment after x ray and stuffs luckily no fracture but due to spraining a sprained ankle so GG. At first 6 weeks attend C but i ask for 3 weeks attend C 3 weeks attend B. 3 weeks! can't believe it....... believe it!

Friday i was so pek cek being stuck at home that i went out for about an hour in the afternoon. Took a bus to SJI as it was teachers day to visit my teachers. As usual some of them cannot recognise me again and again. Haha. Walked around with Hariz and Weijiang, went back to our class room, our ncc room..... Honestly i haven't been back to my computer club room for super super long already. Since sec 3 bah when i decided to leave as i could not continue with 2 cca's ( my sch dun allow ) Went back home after that.

At night met joseph shuming and joel at cck for movie. Actually boss came to my house for gym before going to cck. The movie was nice and it reflects on society and as well as taking a dig at the automation of the robots of the future. No doubt the show's quite nice they animation was good especially the part when the robots can fully express their feelings with their metallic parts. Haha. Joel then drove us to prata and played pool after. Soon it was about 1.30am and we headed home.

Saturday, well nothing much happened except that i meet linton and aaron for lunch and walk around as usual. Haha. Oh i remembered I steamed crabs for dinner. My first time killing and cooking crabs. Yum yum though i added abit too much of the wine. Smells and taste nice can already, waste abit more nevermind one. That night i KO very early at about 8pm, then was woken by weiji who apprently ask me to play dota. ZZZ. Didn't really want to play but wake up liao cannnot sleep so watch this very nice show on channel 8 called 后备甜心 (hou bei tian xin) with my bro. Whats a good movie without good food said by bro so he took out his loacer and whats a good food without good drinks to go with so i made 2 cups of milo. Okay its just random but we're abit hungry and dun want to miss the show by going to macs to buy supper.

Was woken up today by joseph as he come over to my house for gym again. He said something about seeing Gab. Met weiji and joel at suntec to go computer fair. Guess what i met linton hariz and weijiang there. They were there looking for Chua who was working there. Haha. After that joel zao then boss, ji and me walk walk somemore go carl's jr makan and they go home while i join my parents who just reach the computer fair. So walked a second round. This time bought a thumbdrive for my aunt, a 8gb memory card for my bro and printer. They ask me to buy harddisk but i sian diao liao. No mood to buy so didn't want to buy. Prolly cause the painkillers took effect. I just KOed the moment i sat in my dad's car.

Wasted a week. I need to do something more productive this week. Shall start by reading a book.

Because a girl like you is impossible to find, You're impossible to find

Monday my first hydrotherapy, at first i tot in the swimming pool ends up i was doing exercises in a BATHTUB for adults!!! BATHTUB. And luckily there's nobody, i really look like an idiot trying to run against the current which cause me to end up running on the same spot in the bathtub. The cool thing is that the tub got a switch to set current like a tide sia damn fun to play but to run around do jumping jets seriously makes me look like a fool. And after that i just slept during the electric treatment. Haha.

This weekend i spend alot of money. Thanks to the games day for specialist, i get to book out at 3 on friday. Then went to play pool with linton to destress. Playing pool is a good way to destress and i'm so going to get myself a pool table. My mum said okay to buy for me but just that i got no place to put the table !!! Damn. Its like so close yet so far.

Saturday went out with linton and aaron to watch fireworks. Linton as usual was whinning about no money... Super kiam pah. But then while watching the fireworks we're like saying thats where all our 7% gst goes. Into the sky!!! So its bu kan bai bu kan. Met nurul there with her friends who also happens to be there watching fireworks. Its kind of expected actually, anyway send her home after that as she just stay at the next condo.

Sunday, was woken up by calls from joseph and joel. Lols. A mad rush down to meet them to play pool. Then came along this walking calamity. Shes simply disastrous and her name is none other than minhui. First thing even before meeting us she broke her specs cleanly into 2 parts! Say twist twist then pak! it became 2. Just imagine the amount how rough she treat her stuffs... Then just before going to the optician to get a new frame to replace the broken one, she 'drop' her bottle and the cap broke this time into 2 again. Some people just have such an 'eventful' life. Haha. Anyway went to eat carls jr with joseph gerard joel weiji and minhui after everything is done and cab home! My 2nd consecutive day of eating carls jr and the same outlet.

I'm going broke !!! Haha. $$$ not enough too

Can't wait for WALL.E to be screened next week, oh well thats next week's problem. Oh theres computer fair too!

meanwhile pata pata pata pon... pata pata pata pon...

Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting


Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.


Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh


Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return


Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely


Act V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Last week i can't really remember what exactly happen except that it was near the end of the course for them so i was loaded with tonnes of paperwork!! Helping them fill up their report card and stuffs. I come to realise being an OOC is tougher than a trainee. Trainee wake up early do exercise makan then go bunk sleep then train then always got time in between to sleep 10-20 mins. OOC wake up 5am cannot sleep till lights out at 10.30-11pm and in between need to do alot of unseen work. Somemore i got extra duty as armskote assistant can really suck thumb ar.

This week they pop, then suay suay their 28km overnight route march i have to go be signaller. Then whole night CANNOT SLEEP if not will miss out on things to report like ppl fall out, movements of troops and stuffs. The worst part the rover i'm in is faulty, the car battery is smoking !!! and the noxious fumes engulfes the rover but we no choice cause have to move ends up the supervising officer the driver and me were coughing like mad. Somemore trainees who walk got night snack we dun have sia lah, hungry plus cold plus tired, at least trainnes got food and walk so not cold but more tired lah.

The next morning i go for physiotherapy and the physioterapist shattered my dream of recoursing, saying that need more than 2 months to fully recover as the ligament tear. Finally got a full diagnosis of what happened and was suprised that my 2 ankle ligament on the sides were torn!!! Sian diao then ask me what sport i play i say volleyball then she say ooh then cannot play liao !!! KAO, then ask me do aqua running the next appointment. Hope can recover faster. And cause i didn't sleep the night before the pain treatment (where they pass through electricity through your feet, though its not supposed to be painful but somehow or rather it hurts) guess what i was so tired that i ignored the pain and fell asleep for that 20 mins till that person woke me up! Haha.

Friday everybody gather for passing out parade while i'm stuck in the discussion room with the other oocs packing their dockets for them then change bunk and BOOK OUT. First time book out so early at about 1.30 pm. Accompanied my friend to AMK to buy his PSP while i bought mine from Min Hui's bro. ( its cheaper anyway and i got more stuffs than his, just that his is US set while mine, i dunno but 20 bucks cheaper is still 20 bucks !!! ) That night went out to meet linton and aaron for a talk at macs then went home finish watching ping pong and splat i'm flat out on my bed.

When i woke up on sat morning i realised i slept of almost 12 hours !!! Was supposed to meet my OOC friends at suntec at 11am but i woke up at 11am !! so it was a mad rush down but luckily for me all of them reach at 12.30. At least i'm saved and i managed to grab my psp first before meeting them. Buffet lunch was great and filling got raw slices of shashimis, hotpots, sharkfin soup, tempuras, foundus, fruits, shells..... YUM YUM definately worth the 30+ bucks. That reminds me of the seafood buffet at united square also 30+ i think. Gotta go there again someday =) After lunch was arcade time but as usual i'm a looker, just dun really play arcade games anyway and ends up at starbucks playing my psp.

After that met linton to go jobfair where i met gerard whos going to live bet on soccer at paradiz there. Saw this damn interesting solar charger which cost 170+ i think but hey its cool lah, solar charger for your hp and psp, sure can bring to bmtc one lor. Met joseph for pool after that, wah our pool skills sucks big time sia. Chiam liao, chaim liao. Got a fright when i pass him his psp cause for some reason it just cannot be turned on, so i exchanged mine with his and took home the spoilt one. By a stroke of genius i managed to 'jumpstart' the psp at home. WOOTS.

Before i forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH !!!

2 weeks have past after the unfortunate incident which is well life changing. Not to the point of changing my life (perhaps yet to be) but it did made me reflect and think a lot about my life. The things which i used to do and the things i could not do now. I had to wake up earlier, move slower..... There's a lot of adjustments i have to make, to take note of and to compromise. Well a visit to the specialist at AH got me an ankle brace and was told to rest for another 2 to 4 weeks. The worst news was even after it recover, it will not be the same again; being more susceptible to sprains. Sigh.

Went to watch the Dark Knight today. Man it was a damn good show with awesome moves like the bike against the wall..... state of the art tech like using cellphone as sonar..... societial behavioural patterns like the case of wanting to kill the guy on tv..... last but not least, accomplished actors taking heath ledger as example for the role of joker.

They say.... actually its my theory that as people grow older and supposedly wiser, the costlier their mistakes (be it monetarily or whatever). No doubt today's blunder was quite costly but on hindsight no pain no gain. For some reasons that still baffles me, i'm a blur dick today i swear, cockster to the max. First wrong replies to Isaac, then wrong timing and area to PQ. Craps. My bad.

The coin is free from prejudices and biasness that the society is in. Chances are always 50-50.