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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

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{/The end of my 12 years of formal education
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ( 11:37 PM )

At the start of Pri Sch, i was like wah 12 years more to go. But at that time, we are still small kids, school was never a chore as we go there lalalala blah blah blah remembering our A,B,C's and 1,2,3's. Woah finally after 6 years of sucky canteen food, i finished primary school.

With some intellengence within me, i felt smarter, and bring a pri 5 and 6 is like big boy in the school, so when we go into sec sch, I'm the youngest again. I felt so small and its exactly this time when i grew from a bamboo stick to a puffer fish. Round and chubby and all more like a bloated ginger bread man i suppose. But being in NCC and SJI really changed me. All the cirriculum and stuffs, leadership trainning, leadership postitions, presentations, religious and moral education, personal and social education, social etiqute and stuffs, broaden my mindset about the world. Most importantly, i had a great bunch of classmates especially my sec 3 and 4 classmates whom we bonded very well, even with our teachers. All the crazy, random, mad things we do, they all unforgetable. After 4 years in SJI, its finally time to move on with life, and i must say i miss the life in SJI alot, not because its all guys, but rather its the atmosphere of all for one and one for all, the never say die and chiong all the way attitude. With a heavy heart i left SJI hoping CJC might be a better place.

Well, not long after entering CJC, it took me some time to realise that SJI mentality does not hold anymore, thus i'm forced to change my ways and behaviour so as to be able to blend in better with my classmates, but this process of changing one's character is not a smooth sailing one. Often i'm lost amist the changing process, unsure of where to go, what to do, which often leaves me wondering who have i become. My JC1 life past quite slowly with PW and stuffs and technically speaking it was quite peaceful and simple. As compared to my JC1 life, my JC2 life is a very ardous journey full of ups and downs, faced with increasing pressures from my volleyball team, my teachers, my classmates and my parents. There's a period of time when i almost broke down and collapsed due to stress. The teacher which inspires me the most was none other than my ex-volleyball teacher current class 95 DJ, Caroline Smith. Though her words we very direct and hurtful at first, she changed the way i view things and brought me back to my feet when i'm down. In a blink of an eye, the graduation ceremony marks the closing of the curtains for another section of my life. Thoughout my entire JC life, I have acquired quite a few important life experiences which i must say each came at a great price.

With the end of my last A lvl paper, it marks the end of my formal education. Sometimes i wonder how ironic life can be. At the start, i'm complaining the journey's too long, now standing at the end of the journey, i'm thinking, why is it so short. Stepping out into the uncertain path which lies ahead of us, its no use turning our heads back. Now i'm at the beginning of a new phase in life...







I haven't played that much before. But after playing so much i still want to play somemore, maybe i felt that i've compromised alot of my play this past 12 years. Today 21th November was the day i really played like theres no tomorrow, the day where i'm really free from academic burdens. After my last paper, i went out with my classmates for breakfast at Macs, suprisingly alot of people came, but some left when we start to go around shopping while waiting for the movie to start. The movie called Gameplan was about this guy whos at his peak of his football career, and just when he's at his prime, he was faced with a serious mental dilema when a 8 year old kid claimed to be his daughter, which apparently belongs to his ex-wife. After that wonderful movie which we entered late due to time mismanagement by the 3 girls who when shopping namely Lynette, Min Hui and Pei Qi, everybody decided to go home. So i jumped over to paradiz to play lan with my friends in T14. It was quite fun playing CS and Dota with them as everybody keep making stupid mistakes. Haha. After that when finish lanning, they decided to go home also, so i make a hop again, this time to ngee ann poly to play bball with Joseph. After almost 1 month of not exercising, my physical fitness dropped like a stone. Man it sucks with such lousy physical fitness. ARGH after playing for so long, i'm tired mentally and physically, a nice warm shower and a rainy weather just top off my day with a good nigth sleep. How wonderful.