Went to school at around 8am in the morning, where the sky is clear and breezy, the smell of the refreshing air, makes me very energetic and also the urge to run. After playing some soccer i decided to go for a short run. After while, everybody came so we started our morning PT. After that 5 weeks of promos, i became very unfit, not only me but also the whole team. Very fast and we were all very tired. To top it off we have to do 20 grandstands and MASS DANCE TOO !!!

Somehow someone got this idea of doing our grandstands just before our break. Although we did like 5 each time, all of us were still very tired. And thats only like 10.30 am !!! Our break includes mass dance which we have to do. There was this new guy called Eddy, whos an old volleyball friend of Joyce. He's a nice guy, come out with some funny games to keep us entertained and also some totally new trainning methods !!! Its just that sad our trainning is overwrite protected, thus JOYCE ( that slave pusher ) have the final say as usual. Also thanks to her, her friend Eddy was injuired with i deep cut on his knee and she didn't knew. I had to pon mass dance to help Eddy around and help him tend to his wound.

Then came this stupid irony which i was quite pissed off. Firstly we were told not to push ourselves too hard cause it the first trainning, and yet they ( i'm not saying who) keep pushing us !?!?!?! In the end people have cramps, and as for me i had cramps till i could not walk !!! Had no choice but to borrow a whole tube of salompas to act as stand by !!! Happy now?

Afternoon was dreadful, it was very slow and there are very few people comming to CJC especially when there are so many other JC's having their open house today. Many things happened and i keep contemplating. I remember reading this sentence somewhere ( Its no point staying if people do not appreciate your skills ) I wish i could excute that, if there were no consequences to it. I must agree that CJC volleyball sucks, as a matter of fact, we play 3 games of volleyball with the basketballers and lost all 3 !!! Today was when we played 2 games with them and to tell you the truth, i'm not inside playing alongside my teammates, but rather outside sitting down and talking to my PE teacher who happens to be the basketball coach. I think the volleyballers have alot of space for improvement especially me. To be frank, i'm quite slack and i need to change that mentality and attitude.

After trainning which i was quite pissed with 2 people, i vented my anger on our 3rd game of the day which i played with much anger and hatred. It could say as expected we lost the 3rd game as firstly the opponents were our seniors and also it was our ( excpet me ) 3rd consecutive game. In the end of the trainning i went to run to vent my frustration within me. How i wish i have a soccer ball to start kicking.

Had along chat with Kevin during jog, we talked about everything and seriously speaking its the first time we talked frankly over many things which have bothered us for the many months. We finally sorted it out. I felt better after releasing all the fustration within me.

It's alright, I'm okay, I think God can explainI believe, I'm the same, I get carried away