{/Just couldn't smile
Thursday, October 19, 2006 ( 7:21 PM )
It just happen to me that i must have woke up from the wrong side of my bed this morning. The first thing i knew was that my laptop just vanished. Without thinking i knew it was my dad who toke it away. During breakfast later he kept complaining that i failed my GP and also did not study for chinese... He say something about keep chatting with my friends and also keep making myself occupied with school activites. Come on, i got to be loose, its after promos. Sadden because of that, how could I? But i did.
First period was religion lesson ( although i'm not a christian nor catholic ). It was in the auditorium and we sang some thanksgiving to god and reflections. Writing a letter to god was quite meaningful as i finally realise the goodness in everything which happen in my life, including Shelby ( she made every other girl lookes much prettier ). Jokes aside, the reflection was great.
Vent all my anger and depression on food. Chinese wok, my favourite stall. For the first time my food was more than $4. It comprises of fried rice, 5 portions of veg, fried fish and chicken. Had my fill but it didn't help. Still quite gloomy after break. Rawr... ( its like a lion roaring but without power and gusto )
Physics practical was very easy. I was supprised that i did it in like 30mins. Still i hope i can get full marks for it.
After school, i felt quite sickly but still went to meet my chinese teacher for extra lessons !! Can't believe that i went but still it was a wise choice. Listening to what my chinese teacher say about me and where i can improve.
Feeling very sian for the whole day, unable to smile, i decided to go out with Linton and Chong Wee to watch Rob-B-Hood. It was a fun movie but touching especially the part where the baby was seperated from Jackie Chan. It was very touching as people tend to be steel faced on the outside. But i realise, no matter how hard they were on the outside, deep down inside they are still human.