{/Half Broken Heart
Thursday, April 13, 2006 ( 4:52 PM )
Everyday of my life has always been filled with the action and reaction forces of moods. But today, the reaction force seems to push me abit harder today. Today's forces of moods happen after sch when Shu Ming, Gabriel, Xiu Ting, Pei Qi, Shin, Wei Ji and me were in class. Both action and reaction happen concurrently leaving me with a heavy heart to leave my class.
I was so stunned that, first i miss the bus my classmates were taking to orchard. Feeling void of all happiness, i decided to head home. Next, i missed my bus stop and had to walk all the way back home. Then, while walking, i was in deep thoughts abouth what had happened in class before. As i was walking with my head looking at the ground, guess what, i almost got knocked down by a car, if my reaction wasn't fast enough.
Well, till now i am still pondering over what had happened in class.
First was my phone being 'phonenapped' again, and was passed around in class. I was glad that i deleted most of my smses, but i accidentally left 2 smses which was the 2 most ..... ( dunno how to explain ) messages. Then it was Gabriel and Shu Ming's turn to kenna bully from Shin and Pei Qi. Both of them tied Shu Ming and Gabriel's hair with hair bands. @*%* ! How mean can they be? ( suo wei : ba zhi zi de kuai le jian li zai bie ren de tong ku shang )
Second is that, i did not managed to solve some math questions which Jac's tution teacher gave. How stupid can i be? I am just too stupid.
I was really troubled and sadden now. Its as though a dagger had been plunged into my heart. ( OUCH ) What should i do? 2 parties told me 2 diffierent things. Wenxi on one side while Shin and Pei Qi on the other. I really dunno which party to belief. I trust what Wenxi told me but on the other hand, Shin and Pei Qi sounded serious. Crap why am i always stuck in this type of sticky situation ??? Could have said that i have expected this sooner or later. There goes my mood for the next 3 days of my easter weekend.
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I’m sick of this life, I just wanna scream, How could this happen to me ???